What should I do, Mom

Should I mourn you , Mom 

Or 

Should I celebrate you

Or

Should I manage logistics 

Or 

Should I be of assistance to my father

Or 

should I be a shoulder for my sister

Or

Should I enable my son to re-focus on school

Or 

Should I be a supportive spouse 

Or 

Should I manage office and work 

Or 

Should I spend more time on prayer and God 

Or 

Should I seek comfort in family and friends 

I have no answers, Mom

But what I will do is 

I will make a START

To replace OR with AND 

With faith and prayer 

With Love and care 

Give me your strength 

To be  IN the moment 

And to take things up 

One thing at a time 

This seems like a mount 

But I promise Mom, 

I will be on my way 

And make every step count